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Name: Chad
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Birthday: 2/4/1984
Gender: Male


Interests: Baseball, Red Sox, OU Football,
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 4/18/2006

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Friday, January 26, 2007

I have not written in a long time, yet I set down today wanting to express what is going on in my head.  God is teaching me so much right now about his love and the way that we love him and show love to others.  In the past I have always felt that I do a pretty good job of loving other around me, yet when I look at the fathers love for me my love seems so lacking a frail.  I ask my self the quesiton over and over how can a God that sees all my faults and so many times fail him and turn from him still give me more grace than I can even imagine. It is because this grace that I obey.  I do not follow his laws because they make me look good or they make my life easier.  I obey because I am in aw of grace and I am thankful.  I have always thought that I am obedient to become closer to Christ yet that almost seem selfish in a way.  I want to obey to say thank you.  For example if I child picks up his room our of fear that his father will be mad if he does not the child although obeys his father, he is not truly honoring his father.  He is obey out of fear of what could happen.  If a child picks up his room because he wants to be rewarded for his good actions then the child still does not receive the fullness.  The child only sees short lasting happiness.  Yet they child that pick up his room because he knows this will make his father happy and he wants nothing more than you bring his father glory.  This child is searching for the heart of his father.  My prayer is my actions toward the father will be the same that he has for me.  May I chase after God has he chased after me.


Friday, June 16, 2006

This is MY God.


He is the First and Last, the Beginning and the End!
He is the keeper of Creation and the Creator of all!
He is the Architect of the universe and
The Manager of all times.
He always was, He always is, and He always will be...
Unmoved, Unchanged, Undefeated, and never Undone!
He was bruised and brought healing!
He was pierced and eased pain!
He was persecuted and brought freedom!
He was dead and brought life!
He is risen and brings power!
He reigns and brings Peace!
The world can't understand him,
The armies can't defeat Him,
The schools can't explain Him, 
The leaders can't ignore Him.
Herod couldn't kill Him,
The Pharisees couldn't confuse Him, and
The people couldn't hold Him!

Nero couldn't crush Him,
Hitler couldn't silence Him,
The New Age can't replace Him, and
Donahue can't explain Him away!
He is light, love, longevity, and Lord.
He is goodness, Kindness, Gentleness, and God.
He is Holy, Righteous, mighty, powerful, and pure.
His ways are right,
His word is eternal,
His will is unchanging, and
His mind is on me.
He is my Redeemer,
He is my Savior,
He is my guide, and
He is my peace!
He is my Joy,
He is my comfort,
He is my Lord, and
He rules my life!
I serve Him because His bond is love,
His burden is light, and
His goal for me is abundant life.
I follow Him because He is the wisdom of the wise,
The power of the powerful,
The ancient of days, the ruler of rulers,
The leader of leaders, the overseer of the overcomers, and 
The sovereign Lord of all that was and is and is to come.
And if that seems impressive to you, try this for size.
His goal is a relationship with ME!

He will never leave me,
Never forsake me,
Never mislead me,
Never forget me,
Never overlook me, and
Ever cancel my appointment in His appointment book!
When I fall, He lifts me up!
When I fail, He forgives!
When I am weak, He is strong!
When I am lost, He is the way!
When I am afraid, He is my courage!
When I stumble, He steadies me!
When I am hurt, He heals me!
When I am broken, He mends me!
When I am blind, He leads me!
When I am hungry, He feeds me!
When I face trials, He is with me!
When I face persecution, He shields me!
When I face problems, He comforts me!
When I face loss, He provides for me!
When I face Death, He carries me Home!
He is everything for everybody, everywhere,
Every time, and every way.
He is God, He is faithful.
I am His, and He is mine!


Thursday, April 27, 2006

The Drive Through Church

Yesterday I was up at the church after the high school lunch.  Me and Wopsle where putting up the tables and cleaning everything up.  As I was in the back room I heard a noise.  I was not sure what it was I thought at first that Wopsle had dropped a table or something like that.  I did not think to much of it.  A little bit later a man walks up to me in the church. He says to me, "Sir I hit your church with my truck." 

Now I am thinking, "Oh no this guy has hit one of our rails out front with his truck."  So I tell them man, "Lets go look at your truck."  As I walked outside I had no clue what I was about to see.

There was a truck that had driven straight into the back of the church.  Yes.  The front of the truck is now inside of the church.  So I run inside and look inside the church to see the whole wall now pushed out and all the stuff fallin to the ground.  I asked the man what happened and he said, "Well I was working on my truck and I went to try to drive it and when I took of the throatle got stuck and I could not stop the truck."  Then we when on to tell me how high performance his truck was and how fast it was.  All I could really think about when he was telling me how fast his truck was is the fact that it did not look very fast stuck in a brick wall.

 

 


Thursday, April 20, 2006

Dream

So the other day I had a crazy dream.  I am not the kind of person that has a lot of dreams and if I do I forget them about 5 min after I wake up.  Yet this dream stuck with me. 

I would say that I am a pretty large Red Sox fan. And that is not a fat joke.  So I have this dream that I am watching a red sox game and I am at Fenway they are playing the yankees and its the greatest day of my life.  So half way into the game there is the huge fight.  I mean we are talking a rumble here, eveyone is in the middle of the field and its so wild.  In the middle of the fight Tim Wakefield runs out of the bull pin with a bat, and hit A-Rod in the head with the bat and kills him.  It becomes the biggest think in sports history.  They are talking on the news about giving Tim the death sentance for killing him.

So the moral of this story is if sometime this year the Sox are playing the Yankees and Tim runs out with a bat someone please stop him.  Because the Sox are going to need his pitching if they want to win in the long run.


Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Currently Listening
Songs About Jane
By Maroon 5
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I dont know what I am doing

I am new to this whole thing and I dont know what I am doing yet.  But I am sure that I will figure it out pretty fast and everyone in the world will know my thoughts.  So this could be fun.